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Saturday, December 31, 2005 @ 12:24 PM
New Year
New Years Resolutions

Well its that time of the year where people get to delude themselves with goals to strive for in the New Year.. Haha guess I'm no different ya? Lol its not that people don't keep to their resolutions, but I guess most give up after a while ya? I looked through the resolutions I made last year, and well.. out of 7, I guess I only achieved like 3? Haha.. Better than nothing huh?

And so I have gotten a new list of resolutions for 2006! Wonder how many I'll keep? And here they are in no order of importance:

1. To keep the faith
2. Strive to be a good officer
3. Keep a sound mind no matter the situation
4. To cherish the ones I love
5. To spend more time with my family
6. Enthusiasm in the YF
7. To become financially stable
8. Keep my resolutions best I can XD

Words are words till they become actions. Hope I'll be able to keep them ya? haha good luck to me.. And Happy New Year to every1 else!

And why is my blogger page in Chinese?? T_T

@ 12:43 AM
Hurdle crossed!
Hoppin Hurdles

Had our SOC final test on Wed.. now it was a damn important test cos failing means the threat of getting out of course ie to say fail.. Thats something no 1 wants to happen to them. Failing to meet the timing of 9.30 mins would be a nightmare..

Needless to say.. I myself was worried. Cos the previous test I got a timing of 9.24 mins.. There was the possibility of failing lor.. So the day arrived, and the whole 19th WSO was all ready for the test, SBOs, rifles and stuff.. Anticipation and nervousness abound. I was in the first detail so all the more stress >< on the word 'GO' we were off.. 8.56 mins later I crossed the finish line. I was really suprised at the result. Now thats nothing impressive or anything, cos i'm like one of the slowest la.. sigh.. at least won't go through the pain again right?

Thats one hurdle crossed.

Now 3 more are coming up. Tech deployment, EX Tryout and the main event Summex. Confidential stuff, so I won't say much, but its our outfield exercise where its pretty darn close to the real thing.. Limited sleep over a number of days etc.. (something I can't handle so well) But once its all over, can smell the No.1 uniform and the 1 bar rank..

Bring it on!!

Sunday, December 25, 2005 @ 1:35 AM
Xmas Eve
Xmas Eve

Haha its a very fun Xmas eve for me.. probably the best I've ever had ^^ whoa like loads of good stuff started coming in today! Not to mention the outflow of $ haha.. ><

Watched King Kong ad Narnia today.. lol 2 movies in a day really quite shag lor! To all those out there: King Kong is really not bad! Even though its long (3 hours) its not boring or draggy, and its one of the best movies I've watched this year. Haha the debate of the century: Is Kong a pervert? Lmao maybe he is? But the gal really quite pretty lol.. Kong's a guy after all..

Narnia is not to shabby either, while its not as good and the dialouge sometimes a bit lame, its quite an interesting show. Doesn't have the suspense of LOTR though.. Not to mention the girls not chio 1.. lol but the company more than makes up for it ya? (Most of you should know wad i mean by now :p)

Oh and the best thing.. I got my digicam! haha sony T9! lol I haven even touched it yet though.. Parents help me buy de.. tch gotta pay them later haha can dun pay? lol.. hope its really that good cos the few times I tried Jie Ren's 1 is really good.. Can't wait to use it!

Hee as a bonus, book in is tuesday morning! lol no need to book in monday night le.. hurray!

Merry Christmas to all!! Ho ho ho...

Sunday, December 18, 2005 @ 1:22 AM
5 things
5 things

lol I got tagged to do this?? hmmm..

1. Currently watching - Bleach, Naruto, Suzuka

2. Feels very old at this age

3. Oversleeps on buses and trains at times (sets his alarm if he actually wants to sleep on the transport)

4. That was'nt a joke

5. Doesn't know wad digicam to buy..

@ 12:58 AM
For the Longest Time
For the Longest Time

Woo! I've really had a blast of a week! It ain't everyday when a gunner is truly happy with the week.. Indeed this week has been really enjoyable for me in every way.

Firstly, its simulator training. We get to finally feel like gunners as we gunned down in-bound bogeys all by ourselves, or teamed up in order to track and shoot down enemies despite the challenges of jamming. It was really fun (well unless you were waiting for your turn). I can't really give any details though, cos it could be classified XD i don't wanna have to kill anyone! Nonetheless it gave a respite from all the physical work we are used to. Not to mention the nights off we recieved during the week, which is a record 2 in a week! Sounds pretty pathetic now that I see it, mistral gets 5 days nights off as a norm lol..

Even SOC was good! Haha finally I managed to clock 9.24 mins for the trial test, after taking off all that sand cans. Think I have a bit more confidence now.. It is 1 test I must not fail at all costs.. No looking back now.. I really wanna pass out in March 06!

We had a Chistmas party at AFS which was really quite an event. Each course had to put up a performance, and the Gunners performed an acapella of the song "For the Longest Time". We had a lot of fun putting up that song, though perhaps the actual one wasn't that nice.. But our week was thus filled with singing, something I really miss while in camp. I wish everyday could be like this.. Its a beautiful song indeed..

The Longest Time

Oh, oh, oh For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh For the longest time

If you said goodbye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write
What else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on
That's where you found me
When you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time

Oh, oh, oh For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh For the longest time

I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall
And the greatest miracle of all
Is how I need you
And how you needed me too
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Maybe this won't last very long
But you feel so right
And I could be wrong
Maybe I've been hoping too hard
But I've gone this far
And it's more that I hoped for

Who knows how much further we'll go on
Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone
I'll take my chancesI forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time

I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
Hold on to your heart
Now I know the woman that you are
You're wonderful so far
And it's more that I hoped for

I don't care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for The longest time

Yes I really do..

Saturday, December 10, 2005 @ 9:11 AM
Memories
Memories

Zel was talking to me yesterday bout how their lil travel group was saying about how I was when I was young. Really got me thinking a little, trying to recollect some form of memories from like years ago. And I came up with the conclusion: my memory sucks.

Seriously, I have near zero recollection of my childhood. Aside from some really strong memories, most are faded, blurred, or even wiped out.. Do I place so little emphasis on the past? I felt a little scared.. Will I forget 10 years down the road my past friends, my experiences in school, heck even my current course which I'm in? Why do I find it so hard to grasp my memories?

Perhaps I really am a happy go lucky person. Perhaps I am living life day by day. Maybe I'm really just lazy to keep my memories. Or maybe.. I'm that much of a loner? Lol I find it hard to convince people that I'm a loner. Its true, cos I feel pretty comfortable being left alone. But don't get me wrong, I'd rather company and love than solitude, just that being alone seems to be 2nd nature to me. My closer friends can tell that I can be in a group and then space out if no ones conversing with me.

What are memories? How are they formed? How do we keep them? Using physical references? Or just grey matter? What forms a vivid memory and which just fade over time?

Perhaps my memories are all submerged somewhere in a place I can't reach. I need somebody to jolt it out of me.. Indeed it is this way most of the time.. Till then, these few months are time which I'll never want to forget.

Friday, December 02, 2005 @ 10:22 AM
Whee
Whee

Back in AFS!! It was really a super shiok feeling when we finally entered Heaven's Gates. "Why the exaggeration?" u might ask? Comparing the lifestlyes of 160 and AFS, it is really heaven and hell la.. Moods are really lifted here like some holiday chalet. Relaxed life, pool tables, ultra delicious chicken cutlet.. the list simply goes on and on..

We're back here to learn the GPMG.. Pretty much a crash course that stretched the entire day, and we are gonna shoot it soon (date not disclosed just in case ya?). Haha but yesterday I really saw the difference between our course and the rest. Its really hard to describe, but I see ourselves as being more able to take more shit than the others. Perhaps its cos of our frequent late nights in the hanger ya? Guess we have adapted..

Oh btw this is an edited post.. Im back at home now after the range and it really rocks! The power of the GPMG is pretty impressive.. Accuracy-wise.. well lets just say its hard to really get pin-point accuracy ya? But feeling rounds leaving the barrel, the smell of gunpowder and the recoil really makes live-firing a blast. Can't wait for the day when I get to see our very own 35mm guns fire!

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