Looming Shadows

Its coming.. EX TRYOUT is coming.. This will be the first real test of the 8 gunners. I'm not too enthusiastic about it actually, cos there are so many thing that could ruin the whole show. The horrible weather, the men under us, our inexperience, my good fren (haha) and so many others. I know this challenge is all part of the training, and I'm not about to shy away from it either..

Looking back at Tech Deployment, I still think we learnt anything really valuable in relation to TRYOUT. In Tech Deployment we were just fufilling our operator role, perhaps a little bit else, but the large proportion of details are shrouded in the shadows.. To say the truth, I hate uncertainties, cos I love to think about them. End up I only get a little worried about the outcome. Haven been able to think very positively about the coming exercises..

I pray really hard that it doesn't rain.. then won't only be the skies crying le..

These few days I've been really tired.. Nothing really seems to help, not even double espressos >< But then again, I'm really happy at the same time.. Cos I know theres someone there with me. Thanks so much..

I'll pull through!