Sigh

I don't know why I'm this tired.. Its not like I didn't sleep at all.. This feeling of being drained of energy.. No enthusiasm for the day.. Just the heaviness of my eyes..

Maybe its all been dragging on for too long.. Late nights, early revelies, long days, rushing here rushing there.. Think it all add up to what I'm feeling now.. Days start early in the morning and end close to midnight..

To those who keep on seeing my tired face.. I'm really sorry.. Especially you Zel.. I'm so sorry I look so dead even with you.. I know I told you I would get better, but I guess its harder than I thought.. Thank you for being so patient and loving..

Maybe its one of my rare mood swings as a cancer.. Maybe I'm getting old .. I dunno.. Haha but when I look at her photo, I can't help but smile..

Gonna book in again within an hour or two.. I see the huge amount of shit I gotta carry later.. Not sure if I can even come out on friday this week.. Missing you already..

Sorry if this post was so depressing.. really had to get it out of my system somehow.. I'll cheer up k?