SoccerWell, back to training for the big re-match against LAP at the end of this year. Well, its back to my favourite position: right-back! Haha heading down to JJC's synthetic field (yes, its not real grass) with a year old pair of boots and socks (rather I didn't wear them for a year), really quite a feeling I haven had for awhile. Indeed, sports are a rare occasion in my life now.
Its not like I'm not trying.. Haha I will do my very utmost to be at all the soccer trainings! Somehow, the street soccer sessions with the BP soccer gang always seem to break down. Guess no ones trying anymore, the numerous attempts to get one going have failed.
So I was there, running, sprinting and kicking.. at a pretty fast pace that pushed my body quite a bit.. Perhaps a little too much. Now I'm hurting quite a bit. Strained muscles and aches aplenty. Sigh.. Lao le.. How? Haha guess I should have conditioned myself a bit more before pushing so hard. Nonetheless, it was great to be active again after my 3 day lay-off. Well, more like a 3-day lie in bed session ^^
Anyhow, thanks to all who showed some form of concen for me in the week. I'm quite a lot better now. Just still a little tired though haha.. Must push past this week!! Especially Zelda.. who visited me. Thanks dear..
Gambatte! Sick
And he's down for the count! After a reasonably pround record of having never reported sick in NS, it ended today with a 3 day MC.. Was pretty malu when I went into the Medical Center. The medic, who I knew pretty well, was practically guiding me through the procedure! He was like "Sir, your no.4.." I was like "huh? what do I do?" Guess I was really a newb.. Anyways.. the 3 days I got out of it was pretty cool..
First got it on Sunday afternoon. Really dunno why I got it.. lack of sleep? Perhaps.. But I thought it was a accumulation of everything bad that finally lead to this. Stress, lack of sleep, etc etc.. It was refreshing to lie a whole day in bed and just sleep. I think this was God's way of telling me "you need a break". And I am happy.. Really needed this break real bad..
Sigh, so now I got this strange eye drop that is like solid.. wierd.. and my eyes hurt.. Feeling so very tired. Think I went past my limit yesterday.. Time to sleep for 3 whole days!!
Do pray for my quick recovery k?
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 @ 10:43 PM
Depressed
DepressedI never thought I would blog about this.. Somehow.. I just wanted to put a few thoughts into words..
1. Our emotions are connected
2. I do get tired
3. I'm human
4. I don't know everything
5. I have 24H
6. I care
7. I'm not important to myself
Oh well thats better.. Dun know if you guys will understand what I just listed down..
Pray for me..
