Thats.Just.Life.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006 @ 9:33 PM
Why
Why?

1. Is it so hard to trust me?
2. Is it so hard to share with me?
3. Is it so hard to at least let me know you are on top of your troubles?
4. Is it so hard to rely on me if you are not?

Disappointed.. but nothing will change inside me

Saturday, November 11, 2006 @ 11:14 PM
Random
Whew! Today was pretty fun! Just got home after a short but fufilling arcade session! Somehow, when it comes to arcade, my enthusasm builds up pretty quickly. Well, unless the machine is taken by experts.. or dumb people trying to bash the set up.. Guitar Freaks rox! Gonna practise until 1 day become power!

Anyways woke up late today. Sleep was good. Nonetheless the usual zombified-Bong mode still set in not too long after. Haha.. can't ever shake that off I guess. Went to dear's house to visit her. She's down with stomach flu.. sigh.. get well soon k? Haha she ate pizza lor.. lol nothings gonna get in the way of food huh?

Also ate 4 slices as part of my lunch.. Haha today was gonna be a pizza day, also ate pizza for dinner.. total I think I killed 6 or seven slices of pizza.. Mind you, its not my record. Really. ^^

Arg!! Really cant think of anything to write lor.. won't push it le.. haha shall stop here..

Sunday, November 05, 2006 @ 12:23 AM
Double Bdae
Double Birthday Celebrations

Today we celebrated 2 of our gang member's birthdays. Happy Birthday Kang Tai and Qiao Fen! Welcome to the age of the Twenties!

Will let pictures do the talking.. Enjoy!















The Birthday Kids! Happy 21!















A sinister looking KT with one too many knives..
















Kang Tai and his suprise Bdae present from Zelda!
















The Birthday Kids posing with their presents!















The Girls!




















The Guys!















The Gang!

And so finally all of us are past 20! Except QF whose birthday still a few days later.. Haha your day will come too!

Saturday, November 04, 2006 @ 12:51 AM
Aftermath
Aftermath

And it was over. A huge sigh of relief as I stepped out of the small room. Its like the weight af a Captain-class Shinigami's reiatsu just got lifted off my shoulders. Haha err dun mind me if you don't understand what I just said. Only anime-people would know. ^^ anyways, just before I stepped in, it was so heartening to see my old course-mates from other units there, encouraging each other and sharing tips. Its nice to see that even though we are competitors in this little interview, so crucial to us, that we are still together as one.

As the people before walked in and out, some expressing some worry, others excitedly talking about what happened inside, pressure was subtlely mounting. We couldnt feel it under the incessant chatter and laughter as we exchanged jokes, unconsiously trying to keep the pressure down, but once one by one they left, and I was left with myself and Jie Ren and 2 other pilot people. That was quite bad.. Less people to talk to equals more pressure. Heartbeat increases proportionately.

Then it was my turn. Details aside, I guess it went better than I thought.. Now its up to God..

Once again, thanks to everyone for their best wishes, encouragements and prayers!

Friday, November 03, 2006 @ 10:49 AM
Cross Roads
Cross Roads

I'm at a cross road in my life. In a few hours, I'll be going for an interview that will change my life. Well, so say the truth, its not much of a junction, just more of a few roads leading to much the same place. I think Jie Ren and Peng Yu will understand me. Nonetheless, the result today determines what could possibly be the next decade of life.

I've done praying about it. Lots of thoughts have been poured into it. Up till now I can't say I've decided. But there is no point in backing out now. I will forge ahead with the road that is ahead of me. I can only ask that God directs me down whatever path he feels is best for me.

Sometimes I do wonder if he answers prayers. Yes, No, Not yet? Its quite hard since everything is wordless. But looking at what I have been doing in my life up till now, circumstances (or is it God's will?) have pretty much brought me down a straightforward path. I enjoy what I'm doing now, the challenges at the workplace is probably found in very few other vocations I could have worked in. Job satisfaction? Perhaps. Can't argue that there are times when I lose motivation as well. But the horizon seems bright for now, the light at the end of the tunnel.

I wanna keep on walking. I hope to be able to reach the next echelon of success. If today goes well, its something that will drive me to greater heights. I am able of more things. I can accomplish much more than what I am doing now.

I only hope that the rest of us that are staring down the road ahead will make the decision that they are happy with for the next 10 years. No regrets guys! Hope the Gunners will walk out that door victorious! Best of luck to everyone.

Wish me luck!

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Benjamin Chen
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Perpetually in a zombified state. Liverpool fan.
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