Thats.Just.Life.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 @ 9:58 PM
Happiness
I'm happy! Hmmm gues I do get mood swings! Oh well.. the Cancer in me is acting up ^^ Anyways.. I've pretty much recovered from my little bout of bad mood lately. I really wanna thank Zelda for making everything alright.

"Baby just 1 touch, you can do so much, no one else comes close" - Westlife

Haha.. with an extra bit of panadol acti-fast, yesterday's slpitting headache disappeared. Woke up very much awake than I have ever been for a long time, even after a mere 5 hour sleep. Yes my friends from 03S14, haha I sleep 5 hours or so daily! No more Zombie for me! ok ok I still got that zombified aura around me, but bet you won't expect me to survive with 5 hours right? The merits of SAF perhaps..

Today.. we had a really long meeting that stretched through the day.. Sigh.. meetings really suck sometimes, but even I acknowledge its one of the better ways in order to get things done.

But I'm detracting.. Purely wanted to just thank Zelda for making me feel so much better.. You're really a shining light for me. Thank you dear.. really love you for your love and care..

Sunday, January 14, 2007 @ 9:08 PM
Posts
Lately like i blog a lot.. Everyday also got.. is this strange or wad.. hope this isn't permanent actually.. Means I got too much time to think.. to idle and to drift.. Suddenly feel so aimless.. and its just 2 days..

Nonetheless.. Monster Hunter Freedom rocks! haha.. its really such a good time buster. On the train.. in buses.. anytime theres a bit of time, you can just whip it out! And the entertainment is there. No doubt its quite hard.. Arg.. that was really some mindless banter..

So many things on my mind. Nothing much is going right.. Tues will be another stressful day. Results results.. I don't really have a plan.. a clue.. or anything.. Hate uncertainties.. Hate thinking about stuff that may or may not be true.. Hate my thoughts just spiralling into dark realms of negativeness. Its suprising how the mind can just start thinking of stupid stuff all of a sudden, prompted by some unhappiness..

No doubt.. this year is gonna be tough..

Went out with the Gunners for Justin's Bdea lunch at Tonkichi ^^ haha ate Zaru Soba with katsu! The chicken is good! haha big big chunks de.. unlike the usual slices ^^. Yum! Price aint too bad too - 18 bucks. Haha.. but everything else there quite ex de.. But got 1 huge pile of cabbage on the plate too. Haha tried to whittle it down but my cultured dislike for all things veggie made me gave up after a while. Oh well..

Gonna stop here le.. somehow it does feel so much better.. Blogging is indeed a form of release..

Saturday, January 13, 2007 @ 8:41 PM
Random Blogging
Bleach fans rejoice! Finally the curse of the Bounto are over! Its indescribeable what I felt when the anime finally rejoined its manga story. Things are looking up indeed! Not to mention even Naruto seems to be taking a turn for the better. Today was a day full of computers and anime.. Felt so lazy! Especially when there isn't any fixed plan. Somehow, its true that life just revolves around the events that are slated to happen that day.

Met up with YY for dinner today to look into the details of the Gunner's proposed trip to Taiwan! Haha.. its gonna cost an estimated 700+ bucks for 4 days 3 nights. Justin, think we can look into booking into those hostels? Will really cut our expenses over there. Then can just book everything ourselves. Of course planning is gonna be key.

Roar.. really missed her today. At least msgs are comming.. Thanks dar.. Feels much better seeing your msgs as they come in.

Was reading KT's blog.. Can't really comment on it though. But don't give up! Nothing proceeds without risk. You're a nice guy bro, and i'm confident you will be able to find the one you love and who loves you.

Actually, love is indeed strange however you look at it. Even now, I'm still wondering as to what it exactly is. My current theory? A state of mind. Somehow this is so true. Or else, how can couples once so madly in love can turn cold and break in a snap? Or how couples may not consist of the perfect matches? Or how pretty girls end up with ugly guys? Haha ok I'm joking on that part.. But yeah.. bottom line, love isn't rational in many cases.

Tml, Justin turns 21. Wow.. time flies and we are turning 21 this year. The familiar feeling of being old returns. I've been called uncle before (to my horror) and indeed, the next benchmark is just ahead. Happy birthday Justin! Wishing all the best in life post-NS ^^.

Audrey's Bday is tml too. Haha wishing you a happy birthday as well!

Well, this post is really a rambling on random topics. Heh.. felt good anyhow.. Yups shall stop here. Take care all!

Tuesday, January 02, 2007 @ 3:56 PM
New Years Resolutions
Resolutions
Yup, its the new year again and I would like to take this chance to wish everyone a happy new year! I hope everyone had a great 2006 behind them and are looking for the coming 2007.
Today, I felt soo lethargic. I think I'm sick, but other than my headache and my swollen eye, there's no fever no nothing. Nearly my whole day was spent in bed. Now i'm on my chair after a great deal of effort to get p and take a bath, of which the effect is detiorating. As I type this post, my eyes and brain are telling me to go back to bed and meow..
Nonetheless, I have to finish this right? Here goes.. my resolutions for 2007.
1. To Love God more
I think yearly this has been my resolution. To some extent I am moving towards it, but it still seems so far away from the embodiement of Christ himself. I shall not give up. Many thanks to Zelda who unknowingly has already changed me so much for the better. I only hope that I will be in time to catch the gates of heaven before it closes on me.
2. To Love Her more
Yup, a whole year spent together. Prayingt that God is gonna bless us with another year. This year, there will be many obstacles between us, and I hope that we are going to get through together. I love you, and I hope I can do even more for you Dar Dar!
3. To be a Leader
This year, I've been appointed the Youth Fellowship IC after taking over the reins from Lawrence. To say the truth, its something that I wanted 2 years ago. This year, I'm not so sure anymore. Looking at the current state, its gonna be a huge challenge what Lawrence set out to do last year.
Really appreciate his efforts last year and I think he did a smashing good job. While some things didn't turn out so well, I fully comprehend his logic and as a 2IC, was behind him all the way. Kudos to you Lawrence, I hope I can really do a good job as well.
And thats all.
3 massive resolutions that I think I'm gonna have problems with. Hope that God will carry me through the pressures of this year: The Church, Work, School and Love.
This year will hopefully be laying the foundation of our youth at Jurong, something that will gel the various cliques together. Something that will educate all of us and make us even more enthusiastic in serving God. Looking at LAP with their huge youth base has always been the envy of myself and Lawrence. But we can be different and better.
To all the youth in Jurong: let us stand up this year as one and work for a better Youth Fellowship in Jurong. Give us your ideas for improvement cos your view counts!
To my 2IC Kelvin (if your reading this): Lets work hand in hand this year. I know this year will also be challenging for you, but you probably have a wealth of ideas of a different dimension from mine. Your views will be important for someone as conventional as me.
I pray continuously for the strength and leadership that I require.
And to Zelda: I'll need your support this year, as you'll need mine. Perhaps this year of tribulation might bring us even closer and help the both of us open up more to each other.
Happy '07 everyone, God bless.

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Benjamin Chen
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