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Friday, November 30, 2007 @ 1:55 PM
Spiritual Posts
Some Spiritual Musings

Somehow lately you could say I'm going through a period of time when my spiritual life goes up a beat. Gospel Meetings, and a few tests of faith.. pretty much got me back to contemplating the state of my spiritual health. How good a Christian am I actually? Would God accept me back into His fold at that very last day? Am I worthy of that final reward up in heaven - the crown of life.

Yeah.. its tough being a Christian. To be different from the many other half-past 6 people who bear the label of "Christian", yet their behavior and living style holds little justice for that label. Am I one of those?

Everyone sins. Christians are no different. I am definately no different, having full knowledge of the things I do and worse still having no knowledge of others. But the difference is in changing. To repent and sin no more. I will do my very best to sin no more than what I have. To be no more ashamed than I already am, asking for His forgiveness. Why sin more when you can sin less?

And so that is the conclusion I have came to. To reach the point where there's no more sin in my life. One by one i'll work on it.

And maybe one day i'll be good enough again..

Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 12:12 AM
Breaking News
Breaking News

Guess its time to break the silence. Its official. I'm single again. For those who have heard it first hand from me, I guess you kinda know what happened. For those who don't, please don't ask for my sake ya? Anyways, you could say it ended peacefully.

Yup, thats out of the system. Anyways, I've gotten a little worried about my grandpa.. Ever active, he just came back from Thailand today. But age is catching up. Apparently he ate curry or something then soiled the floor. Hmm.. Just reminded me how I so don't wanna grow old. Imagine at that age then you soil the floor, what you gonna think? Really bad in terms of self esteem.. Even though your family might understand, yet its not gonna help. As of now he's refusing help, though I managed to clear some while he didnt know ^^

Mugging week has been kind to me. Somehow I still managed to keep my sanity, enjoy life a little and still get enough work done. Chilled out at Sentosa as well, which really helped relax me a little, except for the stupid weather. Oh well ^^ it was funny reading AS and BGS on the sandy beaches. Haha..

And old bro Tsuen Yung is back too haha..Means most of the Msian ppl are over here le right? Haha.. welcome to Singapore!! Lol. Been awhile since I saw u guys..

K la.. gonna stop here.. till my next post! Study hard!!

But I guess, in my heart, nothing's gonna change..

Saturday, November 17, 2007 @ 10:39 PM
Updates
Updates!

Yup, its another of those not so timely updates into my life.. if you're still interested, do read on. Its one week before exam week. And I can here my fellow friends in NTU and NUS mugging their heads off. Likewise, I can visualise my nice SMU friends canning it up in the library on a sunday evening. Makes me wanna think of popping by to see how many crazy people are really doing it.

Anyways, I think i've been really slack. Yup, its high time to rev my mugging engine and start eating books. Gotta start somewhere. And I'll start on monday (whole day of mugging with jie mei) haha.. after my meeting that is. Sigh, its just a prelude to the horrible december I'm gonna face. 2 CIP projects to work on. Back to camp. Can't see Zel for a good 15 days while she goes to malaysia. Can't go YDP. Marathon. Haha.. as I type this I'm really thinking I'm gonna die. And I still remember very vividly Tiong Gee (my FM teacher) saying that JC was harder than Uni. I wonder how he actually said that.

Yup. Alls not too well with me at the moment, though I'm still pretty much my cheery self. ^^ its really not hard to stay happy, just hard to stay happy 100% of the time. But in terms of stress, I think the stress level is negative. Now thats dangerous. But I think next sem will be he one to test my mettle. But then again, its just another level to the next step for year 2 where its only gonna get tougher. Gambatte!

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