Some Spiritual Musings

Somehow lately you could say I'm going through a period of time when my spiritual life goes up a beat. Gospel Meetings, and a few tests of faith.. pretty much got me back to contemplating the state of my spiritual health. How good a Christian am I actually? Would God accept me back into His fold at that very last day? Am I worthy of that final reward up in heaven - the crown of life.

Yeah.. its tough being a Christian. To be different from the many other half-past 6 people who bear the label of "Christian", yet their behavior and living style holds little justice for that label. Am I one of those?

Everyone sins. Christians are no different. I am definately no different, having full knowledge of the things I do and worse still having no knowledge of others. But the difference is in changing. To repent and sin no more. I will do my very best to sin no more than what I have. To be no more ashamed than I already am, asking for His forgiveness. Why sin more when you can sin less?

And so that is the conclusion I have came to. To reach the point where there's no more sin in my life. One by one i'll work on it.

And maybe one day i'll be good enough again..