Aging

Its a really wierd time to be blogging about this, but its a really legit reason. Haha.. was asking my parents how old they were already (I had lost count but accurately estimated). Horrors! My dad is coming to 51 and my mum is headin gon 50. Wow.. thats like half a century already. Time flies and catches up yet still manages to creep up on us when we least expect it. Haha.. pretty much reminds me of Christ's Second Coming.

Anyways, further checks reveal that a cousin that I used to play (fight) with when I was really young is now 28. Thats like 2 years to 30. And I'm gonna be 22 soon. Haha.. I'm not sure that I should be happy or not but suddenly it feels like I've been slow in doing things.

Some stupid Facebook App estimated that I would marry 10 years later. That means 32. Ouch. Not to mention I really wanted to marry at 26 actually. Haha.. 4 years really very short.. guess that ideal will go out of the window considering the state I am in now. Or maybe I'll just end up as the bachelor that I always thought I would be when I was younger. How things change.

I have 2 wishes for the year and I wouldn't mind one or the other. One is a month long siesta in some lovely beach resort, to re-assess my life and plan for the years ahead. The other is quite obvious if you know me.

Sounds like a workplan to me. Maybe I should go do up a slide and present it to LTC Bong. Who knows, I may get a promotion!

Some friends just got back their O levels and soon others will get their As. A simple piece of advice for one that has been there. and done all that. Regardless of your results, all is never lost. The main thing is that you stop and think of what you really want to do, then do it. Consider your possibilities. Talk to people (like me!) and move off again with your life and work harder. The biggest mistake is that some never really stop to really consider what is it that they want. Or at least believe that it is what they want.

Convincing and Sai-cho-ing (remembers Sai-Chosis) yourself is more important than people think. Nothing is easy in the world, so if you don't have that belief you would just fail.

So don't give up! The only time to give up is when you are dead and buried. One more breath of life means another opportunity to shape your life.

Will my dreams come true? I really hope so..