Inner Struggles
I guess underneath every smiling face, and anybody around, lies the scars of struggles that they undergo day by day. Underneath the facade, the mask, or whatever protective shell you call it, lies some untold story. Neither can we share it, except to our closest confidants if we even have one, nor express it, for it just exposes us for the fragile humans that we really are.

Insecurities, confusion, and fear, all of which barriers to overcome. And hiding it under a veil does not help either. There will always be times where it just whittles away at our resolve and tries to pull us down. Pretty much reminds me of Naraku of Inuyasha (which I'm reading now). It times like these where we truly need someone. Someone else. Who else to share your deepest fears with than God, and where else to express all that pent up emotions than the safe privacy of your own space.

Was a particularly emotional day for me, with so many contrasts within a single day. Switching between happiness, to sadness, in a sense it made me feel.. very human.

Watched the Leap Years today with 3 very nice guys (no no no I'm still safe) and I must say I really loved it. Despite the poor camera skills and badly placed music, the dialogue and acting totally captured my emotions. Not to mention the different connections between each of the different players in the show. Exploring love even in the murkiest of situations, and in the most uncertain of times. Love is, still a concept that is impossible to define. A must see show!

And where will my road lead me? I haven't the foggiest. But I guess I'll have to be patient and see what happens in the end. We'll never know..