Mixed StuffThis is gonna be one of the more random posts. The type when you just got so many different stuff to talk about that you cant put them into a single topic.
here goes ^^
Met the BP gang again yesterday to celebrate YX's bdae. Being busy getting burnt at Waikiki that morning - afternoon, I joined them late, missing the K-box session as well as the cake. In a flash, its been so so so many years I can't really count. Since Sec 3.. thats a real long time..
How did we stay together so long? I really cant tell.. but considering the effort put in by all of us to hang out here and there, celebrating tons of birthdays, giving each other birthday presents that weren't always the most practical at times, we saw each other frequently enough. Blocking escalators while thinking, our horrible habit of writing birthday cards in front of the lucky person etc etc.. we really went through a lot together. And those with better memories can tell so many stories while goldfishes like me can only imagine and hopefully revive our past history.
Really hope we'll never lose contact.. Till we next meet!
Thinking about school, I can once again feel everything tightening up. I'm not sure how I'll get through.. But at least I'm much better emotionally le.. So we'll see how my results will shape up! Gonna try to study my econ.. but dunno wad to study! Argh.. I think my prof can really do so much better la.. sometimes we need something to mug with other than just a thick textbook that has no answers..
Well.. something new just popped in my mind.. haha.. but its a happy problem la.. oh well.. We'll see what happens..
Sigh.. summer is so packed.. really wanted to go back attachment but i really think thats impossible le.. my CIPs are gonna take up all my time! But I think it'll be the most powerful learning journey for me. Can't wait to get through this phase and think of all the lessons I've learnt. Both good and bad.
I'm aching!
I wish there was something we could all do to help the situation. What has gone wrong? Did we drag it too long? Or did things just happen that made the situation worse? Can we prevent it from happening? Is it within our power? Or within our responsibility? We are only 4.. and are we united and committed enough.. Sad to say I'm not too sure.. but I think we have enough in us to at the very least weather the storm with the support of each other, then work from there..
So many things in my head. All different fields and topics. At least it doesn't affect my sleep ^^ but it really sucks when you're thinking of something then you drift off into another topic without knowing.
I'm tired of the rat race. Why should we race? Can't we travel together in a pack? A pack of rats haha..
Humanity and emotions are fast becoming a thing of the past. Are we what we really are? Or only a shell of a personality created to survive this world, a self-defense mechanism of sorts. Can't we all stop this facade and stop betraying our own true feelings? I hate being enclosed in that cage.
Woo.. long long post.. writing what just comes into your mind. At the end of all this.. I feel sad.. as if all this reflection and thinking just yields bleak results. But all good things are in the future. I will survive this. 