Forgetfulness

I remember that while I was on the train, I had something I really wanted to blog about. But then having reached school, I forgot. Indeed I am getting old and that scare's me sometime. I know I've rambled on about being old a couple of times before so I shall not say more. Haha. Terrible.

I guess the time for me has come to really decide what is important in life. Through some reflection of my own life this morning I realized that I have not had a focus for sometime. Yes, I have a few goals, but nothing that is well within a hand's reach, one that is clear and near and achievable in the near future. Well.. except my ever-increasing list of to-dos in my calendar that must be cleared.

But yes, I need to find more achievable goals. Something that can evoke passion and interest in my fast jading life. Have I fallen prey to Singapore's system where education is merely a means to an economically comfortable life. Indeed this semester I have lost quite a bit of passion for learning. And while I'm still absorbing knowledge as usual, its through necessity and not out of interest. That must change.

Perhaps, the nearest goal I see is my driving test, that has entered the calendar for the month.

How ambitious..