Its nice returning to my own blog after so long. Seeing old posts, laughing at bad language and reminiscing old times. Indeed, time does (and though I deny it vehemently) fly fast. But some things never change, do they? At times, it nearly seems morbid to me that life just likes to bring you full circle at times, swing you around like a roller coaster, and then throw you with the most painful lessons time and again. Smile, even in the darkest times. Pray, for He's one person who will always be listening, and will never disappoint. Trust, for He is worthy to be trusted.

I lie in the deep pit again, wondering why promises cannot be trusted, words are always lightly spoken, and feeling there's no pillar (if there ever was one in the first place) around to hold on to, to have no one to catch me when I fall, someone to hold my demons within me. But at the end of the episode, I know I have been near-sighted, for there are indeed people who care, people who are there, and people who would catch me when I fall. I take heart knowing that they are there.

I thank you, God, for I have learnt once again, the magnificence of Your love. Though I understand it not, I realize that You have not abandoned me, but provided little avenues of hiding and comfort. I will do my best to grow in the storm.